HEY, FUCKING DIE OR SOMETHING

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Sat, 30 Nov 2002 22:42:25 GMT

i have made a new lj account.
i've added most everyone.

_die

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Sat, 30 Nov 2002 01:23:30 GMT

so i think im a bit cooler now that i am gonna hang out with sarah and jack osbourne later tonight.
i lied, im not that cool. i just like rubbing it in yr faces when you actually dont care.
just so i can feel a bit cooler, you know?

glamour is death: i have nothing to wearrrrr.
glamour is death: everything i have is going to remind him of his sister. and thats not very sexy, now is it? :-(

im so gonna be the envy of little fat teeniebopping girls across the planet.

my uncle is the best for doing this for me<3

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Thu, 28 Nov 2002 22:24:36 GMT

IF ONE MORE PERSON SAYS 'HAPPY THANKSGIVING' TO ME, I WILL KILL YOU.
IT IS VERY ANNOYING, OKAY?
ITS A SHITTY, USELESS HOLIDAY THAT EVERYONE IS MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF.

just stop.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Thu, 28 Nov 2002 03:05:05 GMT

I WANT TO GIVE FABRIZIO MORETTI THE BIGGEST HUG AND SOME HELLO KITTY PENCILS, DAMNIT.
I WANNA PLAY WITH HIS HAIR, TOO.
AND I WANT MY BROTHER TO NOT SING THE MIGHTY MIGHTY BOSSTONES IN THE SHOWER.
HE'S SUPOSSED TO BE AN EATING FLESH, LISTENING TO CHILDREN OF BODOM TYPE OF GUY.
NOT THE MIGHTY FUCKING MIGHTY BOSSTONES.

DIEEEEEEEEEEE.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Wed, 27 Nov 2002 08:32:56 GMT

eff your life: doin anything for thanksgiving
glamour is death: other than sitting at a table with my crazy itatlian family starring at my food while everyone argues about the stupidest shit, no.

eff your life: dan you showed me up
glamour is death: did that even make sense?
eff your life: who cares we are cool
glamour is death: i knew already.
glamour is death: i kind of think, were better than everyone else right now.
eff your life: we so are. you dont even know.
glamour is death: just because we sit home all day and feel sorry for ourselves, you know?

cody is crrrazy.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Wed, 27 Nov 2002 05:02:25 GMT

i want tania. where could she be :(
oh wait. peter. thanks for taking my best friend away, pal.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Tue, 26 Nov 2002 20:07:20 GMT

the sound of the wind from inside my house is pretty creepy.
i think the wind blew my mother away or something. she should have been home by now.
come home now mom! i have to go hang out with my grandmother!
i really like it when i put a blanket over my cat when he's sleeping.
when i sleep, he crawls under my sheets with me.
<3

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Tue, 26 Nov 2002 04:51:07 GMT

so i thought this would be the cool thing to say right now:

SHUT UP DONT WANNA HEAR YR VOICE
SHUT UP IM SICK OF ALL THE NOISE.
THERES NOTHING YOU CAN SAY TO ME

and i'll leave you with this:

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Mon, 25 Nov 2002 07:42:05 GMT

bethy =
"jennyface.
your boyfriend is on tv.
and mom was like "hey, where is jenny. her fat boyfriend is on tv"
and i went into your room and you wern't there.
so, i drew you a picture and i put it on your bed. so you better treasure that shit for forever, bitch.
JENNY + JACKY OSBOURNE = LOVE FOR ALL OF LIFE !"

my sister is fucking better than yours.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Mon, 25 Nov 2002 06:54:22 GMT

Who Is Your Rock Star Boyfriend?
brought to you by Quizilla

as if i didnt know this?

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Mon, 25 Nov 2002 00:55:48 GMT

==KINDERGARTEN==
we were out on recess and this ugly boy was too ugly to be near me and i thought it would be cool to to push him on teh concrete and drag him by his shirt.
==FIRST==
i melted crayons in class because i loved the smell.
==SECOND==
a boy kissed me.
==THIRD==
i was strange.
==FOURTH==
i failed and got held back.
==FIFTH==
i was in love with a boy named dylan miller.
==SIXTH==
i met my wonderful, beautiful, amazing best freind.
==SEVENTH==
i lied my ass off.
==EIGHTH==
i met the people i hate most.
==NINTH==
drama is the only word that could explain it.
==TENTH==
meh.
==ELEVENTH==
meh.
==DESCRIBE TWO MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY PARTIES OF YOURS==
i never had any. i always cried on my birthdays.
==EVER DONE ANYTHING CRAZY TO GET YOUR CRUSH?S ATTENTION? IF SO, WHAT?==
hahahahah
==DESCRIBE A FUN VACATION YOUVE TAKEN==
none were fun.
==WHAT CITIES HAVE YOU LIVED IN?==
van nuys, canoga park, woodland hills, montebello.
==HOW DID YOU MEET ALL YOUR FRIENDS?==
school or livejournal.

YOUR PAST
==ACTIVITIES==
i smoked more than yr life.
==PETS==
;/
==CRUSHES==
i'll crush yr face.
==JOBS==
job? not my thing.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Sun, 24 Nov 2002 22:58:53 GMT

Its probably best if I don't look through my old comments and my old e-mails that he wrote. And its probably best If I stop calling his pager and then getting scared of what im going to say or how im going to say it, and then hang up. But I cant.

I miss him. And what I felt for him, I hadn't felt in the longest time. He doesn't care, though. He never cared. Why he wasn't the one to tell me, bewilders me. He had many ways to tell me. And he chose not to. If he liked her for so long, why did he lead me on that way? Why did he pretend as if he cared, pretend as if he liked me. It really hurts. And I told you from the beginning that this exact thing was going to happen before I left. I fucking told you, dude. And you said it wouldn't happen. it did. Thanks.
He's with her now. And that's the way life works.
Even in my dreams, my heart is broken.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Sat, 23 Nov 2002 02:16:10 GMT

So im a little more calm right now. I've been crying since eleven am. Thank god Jessica was there when I saw it, or else. I don't know what I would have done. Thanks jessah<3 im still a little teary, but all in all, im okay. I mean, it wasn't as if we were dating. But I truly did like john a lot. I guess what he did, was pretty hurtful. And im very syupid because I still like him..
But as for lyndz, I don't know.. I just feel so betrayed, you know? And I thought you were in love with yr ex-boyfriend, anyway.

-I cried a flood of tears as I really were a mermaid who had absorbed too much sea into herself. The tears spilled like a balm, like a poison, like a potion, like a charm. In them swam a little girl who father was dying without having seen her daughter. In them swam a best friend who was falling in deeper and deeper. In them was a girl that was near invisible. In them swan a black haired girl who had never been touched by the boy to whom she was so devoted that she would have lived in a shack by the sea or a ruined sand castle even if he never made love to her. My tears were for me, but they were also for him. They were to wash away the thing that had frightened him so much so long ago. The thing that had hurt him so deeply. The wound inside his thigh. My tears poured out of me and he drank them down his throat. He drank them in gulps deep to himself, swalling sorrow.
"someday, when we are ready, I will give you back yr tears."

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Fri, 22 Nov 2002 04:16:27 GMT

my house smells so italian.
my room smells like MARIJUANAAAA.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Thu, 21 Nov 2002 22:43:51 GMT

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Thu, 21 Nov 2002 07:55:37 GMT

dear julian casablancas,
yr father is a genius.
i want to hold hands with you and smoke cigarettes.
i would also allow you to not wash yr hair if you like it that way.
we could stroll down the streets of manhatten as well.
i want you to bear my children.
we would be great together.
i love you.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Thu, 21 Nov 2002 06:06:13 GMT

de stijl xx: i miss john more than my life.
de stijl xx: he hates my fuckin guts.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Wed, 20 Nov 2002 05:28:41 GMT

[ current clothes ] drawstring pants, & a budweiser shirt.
[ current mood ] i want to fucking rot.
[ current music ] the strokes- meet me in the bathroom.
[ current taste ] french fries.
[ current hair ] messy & spiked.
[ current annoyance ] john.
[ current smell ] chanel no5
[ current thing I ought to be doing ] homework.
[ current desktop picture ] julian casablancas & jack white.
[ current favorite group] the strokes & the white stripes.
[ current book you're reading] i dont read..
[ current CD in CD player] dr. dre. dont ask.
[ current movie in dvd player] not another teen movie.
[ current color of toenails ] black.
[ current refreshment ] corona.
[ current worry ] that i suck more than yr life.

last person

[ you touched ] my fucking aunt.
[you talked to ] my fucking aunt.
[ you hugged ] my fucking aunt.
[ you instant messaged ] gio.
[ you yelled at ] john.
[ you kissed ] my fucking aunt. i love my life.

favorite
[ food ] yr insides.
[ drink ] any kind of soda.
[ color ] black.
[ album ] de stijl.
[ shoes ] creepers.
[ candy ] fuck candy.
[ animal ] my babies.
[ TV show ] gilmore girls, buffy, & that 70s show.
[ movie ]
[ dance ] fuck dancing. fuck yr life.
[ song ]
[ vegetable ]
[ fruit ]
[ cartoon ]

are you
[ understanding ] no.
[ open-minded ] no.
[ arrogant ] yes.
[ insecure ] yes.
[ interesting ] no.
[ random ] yes.
[ hungry ] no.
[ friendly ] no.
[ smart ] yes.
[ moody ] always.
[ childish ] slut
[ independent ] no.
[ hard working ] no.
[ organized ] no.
[ healthy ] no.
[ emotionally stable ] in yr dreams.
[ shy ] maybe.
[ difficult ] yes.
[ attractive ] no.
[ bored easily ] yes.
[ messy ] my mom always makes me clean it.
[ thirsty ] nah.
[ responsible ] no.
[ obsessed ] yes.
[ angry ] oh very much so.
[ sad ] shut up.
[ happy ] right
[ hyper ] no
[ trusting ] in yr dreams.
[ talkative ] not now
[ legal ] no

who do you want to
[ kill ] you.
[ slap ] you.
[ get really wasted with ] myself.
[ get high with ]
[ tickle]
[ kiss ] fucking anus ass.
[ look like ]
[ talk to offline ]
[ talk to online ]

held us under: why is it "my fucking aunt"
de stijl xx: cos im so lame i hang out with my aunt all day.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Tue, 19 Nov 2002 07:42:42 GMT

julian wears a watch on his right hand.
thats really cute.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Tue, 19 Nov 2002 02:27:34 GMT

today is a stupid, ugly day.

i went to school very pissy. and i dont like that girl kay. i want to punch her.
after that i went to el camino to pick up my metallica jacket
that shitface has had since i was born.
i fucking need it back.
anyway, some people didnt even recognize me.
amanda saw me & screamed & ran to me & hugged.
she wouldnt let me go. it was hard to breath. haha
i took pictures with her & kim.
kim is cute now.
amanda is so adorable. shes so cute.
i want a strokes shirt.

and you hurt me a lot by just simple words.
im sure you said it with no mean & vicious intentions, but it hurt.
a lot.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Sun, 17 Nov 2002 08:01:43 GMT

I JUST TAPED THE STROKES ON MADTV.
OH
MY
GOD
n shit.

if im not going to marry julian, my life might as well be over.
ew. all these fat girls were all around him.
and there was this one cute girl who thought she was molly ringwald.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Sat, 16 Nov 2002 21:52:28 GMT

A - Age: sixteen
B - band: the strokes.
C - Choice Of Meat: no thank you.
D - Dream Date: julian casablancas or jack white.
E - Excites You: nothing.
F - Favourite Food: rice with soy sauce.
G - Greatest Gift: happiness.
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: i'll have to get back to you on that.
I - Internal conflicts: self esteem like shit.
J - Jealous: yes.
K - Kool Aid: nasty
L - Love: bite me.
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: all my baby clothes, jewelery, & the jackets my grandmother had sewn for me.
N - Name: jenny lucy.
O - Outfit I Love: jeans, studded belt, prada heels, a shirt, & my black curdoroy blazer.
P - Pizza Topping: meh.
Q - Question I want to ask: am i intimidating?
R - Roots: lightlight brown
S - Sport to watch: no thanks.
T - TV show: my dad & the gang. [the sopranos
U - Unique habits: i don't know. i have alot of those.
V - View from the window: a house & ugly brown hills, or something.
W - Weather I Love: i dont know, im inside all the time.
Y - Yesterday's best meal: meals? psh. yeah right.
Z - Zodiac Sign: pisces.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Sat, 16 Nov 2002 18:31:01 GMT

i love my NY accent.
but i hate waking up at 7am from hunger
and taking sleeping pills
and not being able to sleep.
IT FUCKING SUCKS.
i wish i was half as pretty as beth.
OH WAIT, WERE TWINS.
i wanna sleep and i need a haircut.

hey you, kid.
you need to stop being my carbon copy, okay?
stop
trying
to
be
me.
it's getting old.

together we fall apart.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Sat, 16 Nov 2002 08:50:53 GMT

so like.
i waited up until 2am for you.
& yr not on.
i miss my sister.

death_dance@hellokitty.com — Fri, 15 Nov 2002 20:59:37 GMT

so like, die or something.